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Last night I couldn't stop thinking about things. I really, really want to feel secure in my life for once. It just seems like everything right now is up in the air. I swear things used to be more rock solid. I am exhausted just thinking about all the moving I still have to do for the next 3 years of my life. Don't get me wrong, I love organizing and re-arranging my things, its just, i am getting tired. I want to live somewhere that actually feels like home for more than 4 months at a time. blah blah blah blah... i am a complainer.
I've been reading Mystic River for the last couple days and so many things in there upset me. Not the main, plot driven things... but little things that really touch base with me. It's odd. It makes me actually want to read for a hobie... but that more than likely will not happen.
Summer is just a hop, skip, and jump away.
Dear Summer Gods,
Please don't make it too warm...
I don't want double swims everyday with my kids at camp.
thanks,
Bill.
Summer is making me nervous already!
hey also... today at work I had a horrible aniexty attack!
how much fun that was!
word of the day: tangible
I've been reading Mystic River for the last couple days and so many things in there upset me. Not the main, plot driven things... but little things that really touch base with me. It's odd. It makes me actually want to read for a hobie... but that more than likely will not happen.
Summer is just a hop, skip, and jump away.
Dear Summer Gods,
Please don't make it too warm...
I don't want double swims everyday with my kids at camp.
thanks,
Bill.
Summer is making me nervous already!
hey also... today at work I had a horrible aniexty attack!
how much fun that was!
word of the day: tangible