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life. its such a weird concept, u know? we live every day, every minute, every second, and yet, we dont know why. "what would the world be like without me?" i think to myself. itd probably be exactly the same. so whats the purpose of life? i think the purpose of this world is a selfish one. u live to find happiness, and ure willing to suffer all the tragedies and hardships just to feel content. sure u help other ppl out but the ultimate result is it makes u feel better. i'm not even sure everyone out there is real or if everyone but me is a robot. could we have been born just a second ago and all our memories were just input into our heads? if i sat around thinking about these questions all day, i would never get on with my life. which is why u just seize the day, and dont question why u do. sure life has its ups and downs, but thats what its all about. the ying and the yang, the balance of good and evil. as the saying goes, time flies when ur having fun. sometimes, i just look back at the wonderful and the sad moments i've had in the past, and it seems like they happened just yesterday. it feels like just yesterday i was playing in the tree in preschool. this thing called the mind intrigues me so much. its like, how does it store things? why is our memory selective? and how come we forget things, but when we're given a reminder, we can remember them? in order for one to discover happiness in the external world, i think one has to find happiness in the internal world. the external world is just a distraction and only provide temporary happiness. iono, thats just my thot for the nite. i love driving alone at midnite, windows down, listening to music, and just pondering. goodnite all.