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I don't. Want. To Be. Here.
No particular reason. I just... don't. I can't even say that it's because I want to be at the theatre watching OotP (which I sort of do, but not obsessively--I'm not seeing it until Friday so I'm just going to have to wait). It's not that I want to be doing anything in particular. I just don't want to be here here. I don't want to work. Or think. Or even pretend to do either of them. I wonder if I need to have my meds checked. *headdesk*
Despite what I want (or don't want) I am going to stick it out since I am supposed to meet with one of our new part-time instructors at 1:15 to talk about the research class that he is teaching (the one I usually teach). I've made a nice little folder with copies of my assignments and a CD with my lecture notes and powerpoints on it. Hopefully the meeting will be short and sweet and then I can go home and go back to bed. Okay so maybe I do want to be doing something in particular--sleeping I guess. Or maybe it's not so much the sleeping per se as it just the fact that sleeping lets me avoid doing anything else. So, does that put me back to where I was (nothing in particular)?
Right. I think I get stupid(er) when I get cranky. Not a good sign.
Hope everyone is doing okay.
No particular reason. I just... don't. I can't even say that it's because I want to be at the theatre watching OotP (which I sort of do, but not obsessively--I'm not seeing it until Friday so I'm just going to have to wait). It's not that I want to be doing anything in particular. I just don't want to be here here. I don't want to work. Or think. Or even pretend to do either of them. I wonder if I need to have my meds checked. *headdesk*
Despite what I want (or don't want) I am going to stick it out since I am supposed to meet with one of our new part-time instructors at 1:15 to talk about the research class that he is teaching (the one I usually teach). I've made a nice little folder with copies of my assignments and a CD with my lecture notes and powerpoints on it. Hopefully the meeting will be short and sweet and then I can go home and go back to bed. Okay so maybe I do want to be doing something in particular--sleeping I guess. Or maybe it's not so much the sleeping per se as it just the fact that sleeping lets me avoid doing anything else. So, does that put me back to where I was (nothing in particular)?
Right. I think I get stupid(er) when I get cranky. Not a good sign.
Hope everyone is doing okay.