losing intrest
think i got mono... or strep or somthing. i want to die.
i was driving down Hubbard and i saw this old man tilling his front yard with like a 14 foot long trackter...his yard was only about 16 feet long and 10 feet wide. i kinda watching him move the massive equitment back and forth in the tiny yard. i dont wanna end up like that. i dont wanna grow old at all.
i think i am gonna be searching for my Noah forever.... why do i loose intrest in boys like its my job? the fear of commitment will never go away. im gonna die alone.
WCUSA Groof Troop 2005 is now in progress. its gonna be wonderful! Even Bryan Paul is jumping on my band wagon. im sTokeD.
Billy Idol with my boys tommorow at the Norva. hope i can make it outta the house with out looking like death. :-)