This all hurts me so much that I honestly believe you're the one this is hard for"
I've got to tell the band "No. We cannot play this tonight." It's just so not ready, I'm not ready and it's causing me more stress than it is worth. GRRRRR!
That's it I've decided tonights just going to suck. All there is to it, and with it goes the good mood I was trying to harbor. Too many back outs, too many frustrations.
edit:
okay...
I don't really mean that. It's just the frustration speaking. I just wish a couple things would be different about the show tonight that I thought were going to be, but aren't. It's not the end of the world, so we play a song, that I won't know the lyrics too and won't be able to in anyway fake, thus I'm the asshole in this not the band so good fucking fun for all.
*shakes head* that would be the second time I've dropped the F-bomb in as many days. I have so much of this left ahead of me... breathe... breathe... breathe...
I'm sick of being tension and raw nerves.
That's it I've decided tonights just going to suck. All there is to it, and with it goes the good mood I was trying to harbor. Too many back outs, too many frustrations.
edit:
okay...
I don't really mean that. It's just the frustration speaking. I just wish a couple things would be different about the show tonight that I thought were going to be, but aren't. It's not the end of the world, so we play a song, that I won't know the lyrics too and won't be able to in anyway fake, thus I'm the asshole in this not the band so good fucking fun for all.
*shakes head* that would be the second time I've dropped the F-bomb in as many days. I have so much of this left ahead of me... breathe... breathe... breathe...
I'm sick of being tension and raw nerves.