One More Day...
So it has been another week since I updated and not too much has happened. I did throw a surprise late birthday party for Carmen the other day and she was thrilled. We danced around, had a little cake, put streamers in my room, it was fun. We had April, Sheena, Me, Carmen, Ashley, Marcus, Steve, and Elizabeth there. Great fun.
I got into it a little with Julian the other day. I mean ok, I have been a little homesick lately and I am getting stressed out. I call and text him and I never get responses. I know if you are reading this you are going to get mad again, but hey I am venting in my journal. I just feel as if I am being cut off from my work back home. I mean I call people all the time and barely anyone calls me back. Jon text messages me back but thats it. Kristin doesnt count in this she is away from Pemberton as well. I talk to Shannon every once in a while.
I plan to go home this Thursday. I really want to but then again I kinda don't. I want to see my parents and my friends, but the drive sucks and its lonely and I wont have a tv and the church is having a lunch after church on Sunday and I really wanna go and I have a craft show I should go to for a paper for ceramics. Er....the choices that stress me out and make me upset...they really arent that serious. But they depress me :(
I talked to Steve tonight. I love talking to him and he is an awesome person, but I don't know. I feel so great sometimes when I get off the phone with him and other times, I just feel so sad or empty. It isnt him or anything he says, it is just a wierd feeling I get.
I have a German midterm, an accounting test, a marketing project, and some little things to do so I am going to update more later. Hopefully then I will have more of a grasp on things.
I got into it a little with Julian the other day. I mean ok, I have been a little homesick lately and I am getting stressed out. I call and text him and I never get responses. I know if you are reading this you are going to get mad again, but hey I am venting in my journal. I just feel as if I am being cut off from my work back home. I mean I call people all the time and barely anyone calls me back. Jon text messages me back but thats it. Kristin doesnt count in this she is away from Pemberton as well. I talk to Shannon every once in a while.
I plan to go home this Thursday. I really want to but then again I kinda don't. I want to see my parents and my friends, but the drive sucks and its lonely and I wont have a tv and the church is having a lunch after church on Sunday and I really wanna go and I have a craft show I should go to for a paper for ceramics. Er....the choices that stress me out and make me upset...they really arent that serious. But they depress me :(
I talked to Steve tonight. I love talking to him and he is an awesome person, but I don't know. I feel so great sometimes when I get off the phone with him and other times, I just feel so sad or empty. It isnt him or anything he says, it is just a wierd feeling I get.
I have a German midterm, an accounting test, a marketing project, and some little things to do so I am going to update more later. Hopefully then I will have more of a grasp on things.