07-19-05
Today was okay. I was feeling a little tense and I am now too. My day
wasn't too bad. I slept late and then Rob was offf so he came over. He
kept my mind off of things a bit, so that was nice.
I applied, well got an app. for the XtraMart store today. I have to take the app. back when the mgr. is there.
The van broke down at my mom's today. That sucked and is embarrassing! =( I think Maclean can fix it though. I bet it's the starter again. It stopped making the rumbling noise when it starts. I dunno if that is what is wrong.
I may take a sleeping pill tonight. I felt rested today but after many hours of rest/sleep. I keep feeling very tense and I need it to stop. Keeping busy keeps my mind off it temporarily. I just try not to focus on it. I hope I can get new or different meds. for it. We'll see. I just have to keep hanging in there. I have to remember that I am doing better, even though I've beeen feeling bad.
I applied, well got an app. for the XtraMart store today. I have to take the app. back when the mgr. is there.
The van broke down at my mom's today. That sucked and is embarrassing! =( I think Maclean can fix it though. I bet it's the starter again. It stopped making the rumbling noise when it starts. I dunno if that is what is wrong.
I may take a sleeping pill tonight. I felt rested today but after many hours of rest/sleep. I keep feeling very tense and I need it to stop. Keeping busy keeps my mind off it temporarily. I just try not to focus on it. I hope I can get new or different meds. for it. We'll see. I just have to keep hanging in there. I have to remember that I am doing better, even though I've beeen feeling bad.