I only decide the next 4 years of my life.
I'm having this tough decision of where I honestly want to attend college. And when I think about it, i get scared and nervous. The school that I originally set my heart out for now makes me feel this way. franklin pierce is practically done and done, but then I start thinking...it's in the middle of nowhere in bumfuck NH. I won't get to come home for 4 day weekends, I won't get to see westfield, why? because it is almost 6 hours away. I'll be up there for such long periods at a time, and no fresh laundry done by mom when I feel like it. Then I have my other option which is Cortland, a meer 2+ hours away. reasonable, comfortable. But yet it wasn't what I originally wanted. And now I'm worried i'm going to get to franklin pierce and chicken out and end up transferring to somewhere closer. I just have to be sure of what I want. and to not be as lonely as I think I will be. what to do? Graduation is in 3 months as of yesturday, and I'm not even sure where i want to attend college. Awesome.