report and reflection.
he's out of icu! yay!!
but still in a coma. he damaged part of his brain that facilitates short term memory and motor function. he's not going to be completely the same. this is gonna be pretty fucking hellish for him, i'd imagine. i feel kind of helpless. i really need to get my magic wand fixed and just magically make everything okay.
and there i am externalizing again. fix his life before mine. but his is worse, isn't it? maybe this all ought to give me some perspective. help me realize that i really have a fine life and should get off my ass and start living it.
eric, i thought this was supposed to work the other way around. what went wrong? how can i help him now?
but still in a coma. he damaged part of his brain that facilitates short term memory and motor function. he's not going to be completely the same. this is gonna be pretty fucking hellish for him, i'd imagine. i feel kind of helpless. i really need to get my magic wand fixed and just magically make everything okay.
and there i am externalizing again. fix his life before mine. but his is worse, isn't it? maybe this all ought to give me some perspective. help me realize that i really have a fine life and should get off my ass and start living it.
eric, i thought this was supposed to work the other way around. what went wrong? how can i help him now?