Oh... crap.
So, Lena just IMed me and reminded me/told me that WSMA state is tomorrow.... at Cardinal Stritch?
Guess who left both her violins at school? >_<
Guess how many nanoseconds Durr would hesitate before seizing the opportunity to fail said person?
Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
... but Lena says that she has a violin that I could use. ^_^ *reallyreally grateful of getting bailed out like this for the umpteenth time*
Whew.
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So this past week with IB exams have been kind of... tiring. Finished with Bio, 2/3 done with math, and 1/somethingth done with English. Man, I'll be so glad when all this is over.
I kind of enjoyed the whole no/skipping class part though. But there is now a semi-permanent indentation of Lilly's butt at the foot of this pine tree, where I've been studying/reading/eating whenever I don't have to be in the building. I hope that doesn't damage the grass though o.o
Got an envelope with a scholarship application today... on one hand, I want to apply to as many scholarships as I can and hope that I can get enough to go somewhere other than SUNY Stony Brook. But on the other hand, like Jenny said, it's kind of selfish-- I already have that full ride scholarship, and the extra National Merit one. And it's a decent school. So whatever other scholarship I might get would just take away from other people who need it more, right? Yeah, *throws away the application*. Man, I feel guilty for some reason, but I haven't even done anything yet. I think. >_>
Other stuff:
-Tried reading As I Lay Dying today. Still couldn't get five pages into reading without zoning out, so that slows down the reading process a bit.
-I miss the little apple jolly ranchers going around during IB testing.
-But I don't miss it enough to look forward to the English exam next week
-But it does remind me of MS science olympiad.
-WSMAtomorrowisworryingme
-My mom bought me an ipod shuffle as a graduation gift. It's nifty and makes me want to dance ^_^
-I think I'm going to miss highschool. But that's only because it's almost over, and there are some friendships that I don't want to lose. But I've never been very good at keeping contact with people.
-I've gotten distracted for maybe 3 hours since the beginning of this edit
-I'm not a crazy driver. Stop worrying about me killing people, Hue :(
-My stomach has problems. I'm always hungry, no matter how much I eat. Like now. Hungry. Want food. >_>
-Theres more but the chicken in the fridge is calling my name. And names have power- T.A. Baron.
-I wonder where I'm going to end up. I don't feel like just going with the flow, because I think the flow is going to take me to a boring, pointless life. I want to compose and write and sleep out beneath the stars every night. I want to stop feeling so constrained by society and by the generic route to "success". I don't even like being indoors. I don't even care about grades, or IB exams, or school. It's practically stomped out the desire for knowledge in me, and still, I'm still annoyingly inclined towards going on that generic route and going with what's easy. asd;ofajd ;foajdf;laksj ... okay, whiny emo-ness over for now. ^_^
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Update: 5-06/06
Woke up: 7:45
After: Sleeping through 3, 1-hour-interval alarms
Drove: 14.1 miles
Got there: 8:05
... I literally heard the first note being played the moment I pressed my ear to the door to make sure its our orchestra.
Doh.
(I'm so sorry Lena for making you bring the violin for nothing. I really appreciate you pulling through, anyway-- but here's to me being an unreliable, deadbeat ditz. >_< ) But at least we sounded really good.
Guess who left both her violins at school? >_<
Guess how many nanoseconds Durr would hesitate before seizing the opportunity to fail said person?
Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
... but Lena says that she has a violin that I could use. ^_^ *reallyreally grateful of getting bailed out like this for the umpteenth time*
Whew.
--
So this past week with IB exams have been kind of... tiring. Finished with Bio, 2/3 done with math, and 1/somethingth done with English. Man, I'll be so glad when all this is over.
I kind of enjoyed the whole no/skipping class part though. But there is now a semi-permanent indentation of Lilly's butt at the foot of this pine tree, where I've been studying/reading/eating whenever I don't have to be in the building. I hope that doesn't damage the grass though o.o
Got an envelope with a scholarship application today... on one hand, I want to apply to as many scholarships as I can and hope that I can get enough to go somewhere other than SUNY Stony Brook. But on the other hand, like Jenny said, it's kind of selfish-- I already have that full ride scholarship, and the extra National Merit one. And it's a decent school. So whatever other scholarship I might get would just take away from other people who need it more, right? Yeah, *throws away the application*. Man, I feel guilty for some reason, but I haven't even done anything yet. I think. >_>
Other stuff:
-Tried reading As I Lay Dying today. Still couldn't get five pages into reading without zoning out, so that slows down the reading process a bit.
-I miss the little apple jolly ranchers going around during IB testing.
-But I don't miss it enough to look forward to the English exam next week
-But it does remind me of MS science olympiad.
-WSMAtomorrowisworryingme
-My mom bought me an ipod shuffle as a graduation gift. It's nifty and makes me want to dance ^_^
-I think I'm going to miss highschool. But that's only because it's almost over, and there are some friendships that I don't want to lose. But I've never been very good at keeping contact with people.
-I've gotten distracted for maybe 3 hours since the beginning of this edit
-I'm not a crazy driver. Stop worrying about me killing people, Hue :(
-My stomach has problems. I'm always hungry, no matter how much I eat. Like now. Hungry. Want food. >_>
-Theres more but the chicken in the fridge is calling my name. And names have power- T.A. Baron.
-I wonder where I'm going to end up. I don't feel like just going with the flow, because I think the flow is going to take me to a boring, pointless life. I want to compose and write and sleep out beneath the stars every night. I want to stop feeling so constrained by society and by the generic route to "success". I don't even like being indoors. I don't even care about grades, or IB exams, or school. It's practically stomped out the desire for knowledge in me, and still, I'm still annoyingly inclined towards going on that generic route and going with what's easy. asd;ofajd ;foajdf;laksj ... okay, whiny emo-ness over for now. ^_^
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Update: 5-06/06
Woke up: 7:45
After: Sleeping through 3, 1-hour-interval alarms
Drove: 14.1 miles
Got there: 8:05
... I literally heard the first note being played the moment I pressed my ear to the door to make sure its our orchestra.
Doh.
(I'm so sorry Lena for making you bring the violin for nothing. I really appreciate you pulling through, anyway-- but here's to me being an unreliable, deadbeat ditz. >_< ) But at least we sounded really good.