Fearless <3

Nov 11, 2008 09:12

Ok so I'm tryingggg to be fearless about this. but its not working. I feel liking I'm being suffocated with fear. All over something that may or may not be there.

I wish people would just keep their damn opinions to themself. I'm already nervous about this situation and have enough crap to think about without everyone else's opinions.
One of you has completely and totally pissed me off. Not even just about this situation. Your a wicked miserable bitch lately. Constantly bitching about everything. I don't want to hea it anymore! And seriously, stop tryin to fucking ruin this for me. Just stop.

Ok now I feel better. I get it, my friends don't want to see me get hurt again. They do care about me. But her. No it has nothing to do with that. She just feels the need to ruin this for me. I don't wanna hear it anymore.

So yea...End of story I've been suffocated by fear. And I'm trying to fight it. And I'm afraid to ask because I'm afraid of the answer. So therefore I just won't ask. And I won't say anything. So yea. hmph.

Oh btw...I love my ponies more than anything in this whole entire world.
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