132: Not quite dead yet
Well, still dating, still enjoying free time and then realizing I need to study.
Odds are good that I'm getting a 3.0, but it'd be .5 points higher if I didn't have a math class. I think I'm doing well though. Next semester is all psych and philosophy. I'll be an existential therapist yet. (probably.)
Gradschool is slated for Wales, because I can afford it, Aberystwyth is beautiful, and I can learn a very beautiful language while doing it.
(Also I can go to a college where I don't have a bad reputation based on someone I'm not anymore, hey that's a thought!)
I've got a confidant now, at least someone I can talk to about things that people always talk to me about. I still have some suppressed statements/rage issues, but I walk out all my aggression (my legs are still great) and I just don't think people need to be told the everything all the time.
Call me unethical if you will, but lies, in a way, are truths of their own that protect people from something they can't handle. When I know so? I say so. Thankfully things with my girlfriend are much simpler and I don't need to bother. Things with some friends aren't so simple, and I bother, but he/they'll be fine in the end.
It'd be easier to ignore people if they'd just move away... perhaps I should start a petition for this? People start petitions and rant over every slight and mundane injustice. So someone gets uncomfortable and tells a person in charge, thus getting people removed from an area, this will happen. This is called paranoia, it's human, it's based on ignorance, but don't hate the action, hate the fact that no one has taught this person any better and be proactive in the correction of the problem.
If you don't like someone who is using racial-issue based comedy? Don't listen to Robin Williams, Dave Chapelle, Chris Rock, Dennis Leary, Dennis Miller, Bill Mahr, or any other comedian who picks apart anything related to American pop culture because half of humor is laughing at other people in other groups. See if you can find stand up comedy now. Don't get political and have an online petition.
Now that the ranting is over, I stayed up all night for an assignment, and now am trying to fill time, so I'm filling it by tying up loose thoughts that have been on my mind.
Currently the most impacting thought would be "what pants should I wear tomorrow?"
I have that little on my agenda.
Well also "cuddling would be nice... but we both have class." So really, there's no option to until the weekend. Weekend cuddles are really nice though, except when they're on weird and slightly uncomfortable beds, such as overly soft ones... I definitely have walked home with many a sore spine without mentioning it because I was being nice, but not in months.
Well, time to add another half-hour to my laundry, jeans take a while to dry.
Okay done.
I love having laundry inside my apartment. Not just the building, the room. *grin* And it's free. *bigger grin*
This would be Dylan's 'top-of-the-consciousness-soup' talking. Since I'm saying every surface thought I have other than *itch...* and *tired.*
I think I should burn some bridges... if only to reduce the large number of people I talk to. Generally the people I'm thinking of there are many deep seeded issues with that have been there a while. So if you're reading this? best not to think it's you I'm talking about.
Anyway, time to droll on for the day and stay awake for another 19 hours.
-D
Odds are good that I'm getting a 3.0, but it'd be .5 points higher if I didn't have a math class. I think I'm doing well though. Next semester is all psych and philosophy. I'll be an existential therapist yet. (probably.)
Gradschool is slated for Wales, because I can afford it, Aberystwyth is beautiful, and I can learn a very beautiful language while doing it.
(Also I can go to a college where I don't have a bad reputation based on someone I'm not anymore, hey that's a thought!)
I've got a confidant now, at least someone I can talk to about things that people always talk to me about. I still have some suppressed statements/rage issues, but I walk out all my aggression (my legs are still great) and I just don't think people need to be told the everything all the time.
Call me unethical if you will, but lies, in a way, are truths of their own that protect people from something they can't handle. When I know so? I say so. Thankfully things with my girlfriend are much simpler and I don't need to bother. Things with some friends aren't so simple, and I bother, but he/they'll be fine in the end.
It'd be easier to ignore people if they'd just move away... perhaps I should start a petition for this? People start petitions and rant over every slight and mundane injustice. So someone gets uncomfortable and tells a person in charge, thus getting people removed from an area, this will happen. This is called paranoia, it's human, it's based on ignorance, but don't hate the action, hate the fact that no one has taught this person any better and be proactive in the correction of the problem.
If you don't like someone who is using racial-issue based comedy? Don't listen to Robin Williams, Dave Chapelle, Chris Rock, Dennis Leary, Dennis Miller, Bill Mahr, or any other comedian who picks apart anything related to American pop culture because half of humor is laughing at other people in other groups. See if you can find stand up comedy now. Don't get political and have an online petition.
Now that the ranting is over, I stayed up all night for an assignment, and now am trying to fill time, so I'm filling it by tying up loose thoughts that have been on my mind.
Currently the most impacting thought would be "what pants should I wear tomorrow?"
I have that little on my agenda.
Well also "cuddling would be nice... but we both have class." So really, there's no option to until the weekend. Weekend cuddles are really nice though, except when they're on weird and slightly uncomfortable beds, such as overly soft ones... I definitely have walked home with many a sore spine without mentioning it because I was being nice, but not in months.
Well, time to add another half-hour to my laundry, jeans take a while to dry.
Okay done.
I love having laundry inside my apartment. Not just the building, the room. *grin* And it's free. *bigger grin*
This would be Dylan's 'top-of-the-consciousness-soup' talking. Since I'm saying every surface thought I have other than *itch...* and *tired.*
I think I should burn some bridges... if only to reduce the large number of people I talk to. Generally the people I'm thinking of there are many deep seeded issues with that have been there a while. So if you're reading this? best not to think it's you I'm talking about.
Anyway, time to droll on for the day and stay awake for another 19 hours.
-D