the only two things i have in this world are my balls and my word, and i dont break them for nobody
the title of this entry is a quote from the movie scarface, and i live up to that, i dont break my word for anyone, if i say im gonna do something, im gonna do it. no matter how pissed off i get at them after i gave thme my word, my word is my word, and i wont break it. sometimes when you think people are mature, you actually can see through their fake wall of maturity that they put up to try to impress other people. Pulling some 5th grade stunt like ditching your true friend for the popular crowd, eventually through maturity you will learn that if you stick to your word, and respect your true friends it will come back to you in a good way. Just because you dont drink or do any drugs, and your on a strict diet, and you make good grades doesnt mean you are mature. what defines maturity is how you handle situations that come up, and how to treat other people. This person that has upset me is a very hard person to read, but i have found out how to read her, you read her through her actions, not through her big vocabulary and grammatically correct speech. You see she is a very selfish person, and is that her fault? no, but it is a stage in life that everybody goes through that. She is stuck in a mind set of only having relationships with people based on what she can get out of it, thats why she is only attracted to musicians, and actors etc... she only wants people in her life that can improve her chances of succeeding at being whatever she wants to be. All of her relationships with her friends are strictly for parasitic reasons, she is a leech. she did say one intelligent thing to me, and it was people will take advantage of my generocity, and she was right, cause she did. sometimes it sucks being a nice guy, but its good kharma, it will come back in a good way for me in the end. what she did to me is bad kharma. i still want to be her friend for some reason, i still have a good feeling about her, that she really is a good person. i think that im just going to have to take a break from talking to her for a while just to cool off. after all i refer to myself as a christian that doesnt believe in god, and christians believe in forgiveness, so i will forgive, i will just need some time apart for a little.
anyways, today i hanged out with lauren, she is really cool, and really fun, the only thing is she is kind of a bad influence on me, but i am still sober no matter how hard it was to resist drinking in the enviornment i was in today. i also went to wade's apartment today, i saw the progress on his sculptures, they are looking good, the sculpture sort of shows an abstract representation of going from a state of rest to a state of enlightenment, its really cool. i cant wait for the art show july 17, it will be fun.
also, kottonmouth kings are coming july 9th at fitz, and pimpadelic is playing july 22 at engine room, both will be awesome shows, so if your bored it will be cool, and please no stalkers this time.
anyways, today i hanged out with lauren, she is really cool, and really fun, the only thing is she is kind of a bad influence on me, but i am still sober no matter how hard it was to resist drinking in the enviornment i was in today. i also went to wade's apartment today, i saw the progress on his sculptures, they are looking good, the sculpture sort of shows an abstract representation of going from a state of rest to a state of enlightenment, its really cool. i cant wait for the art show july 17, it will be fun.
also, kottonmouth kings are coming july 9th at fitz, and pimpadelic is playing july 22 at engine room, both will be awesome shows, so if your bored it will be cool, and please no stalkers this time.