trip through memory lane.
I dont know why I am doing this, but I made a playlist full of songs that remind me of some of the worst times of my life up till now. These include songs that I listened to in high school when I thought life was handing me a bag of shit, songs that I listened to in my car on the way to some dudes house, songs that were memories with friends I dont really talk to/see anymore, songs that remind me of my first true love, songs that I wish I could laugh to again with people of all sorts that I miss, and songs that I want to forget for various reasons.
I always avoid these songs because the very sound of them makes me want to puke. Maybe its because I want to be a kid again and do the "fun" stuff I think Im missing out on.. or maybe its just a realization that Im 22 and am on the verge of my degree/career and shouldnt really desire my old ways. Either way, I dont like it and I really wish I could talk to anyone/thing else than my favorite dog, Bones.
I always avoid these songs because the very sound of them makes me want to puke. Maybe its because I want to be a kid again and do the "fun" stuff I think Im missing out on.. or maybe its just a realization that Im 22 and am on the verge of my degree/career and shouldnt really desire my old ways. Either way, I dont like it and I really wish I could talk to anyone/thing else than my favorite dog, Bones.