Mar 13, 2005 15:40
i just got back from a run. i love when the weather is nice so i can go outside, today however i misjudged the climate and it was actually pretty cold so i stopped sooner than normal cuz my nose was freezing.
i should be writing my english paper that was due on friday but i just can't get myself to do it. i also have to study for tests in everything for tomorrow. there are only 38 days of school left...i just can't get myself to care about it anymore.
friday nite i went to a party at rachel's and all weekend i've been so confused with certain occurances...i can't stop thinking about them. i should be over it but i'm not and all the feeling just came flooding back...why can't i just leave things at good enough?!!??? i was sad cuz my shanny couldn't be at the party but there are things going on that are really none of my business so i'm gonna try my best to stay out of it.
rachel tried to have a repeat gathering last nite but it didn't work out. we did get to chill together for part of the night though so that was fun.... i came home and literally passed out untill 12:30 this morning, it felt good.
i need to get thoughts out of my head, but at the same time i can't tell anyone about them!! i hate that!!