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ok so i really wanted to write in here yesterday but as you all know LJ was down....
i just can't believe it's already been a year since sarahs been gone...it went so fast. when i saw the thing in the paper from her parents yesterday i almost started to cry, but i was at work so i didn't. a whole year...i can remember the viewing like it just happened, how shanyn consoled me...i didn't think i'd lose it like i did.
i read justins LJ and started to cry, it just really gave the impression of who she really was. i'm still so happy that i hung out with her during the florida trip, at the time i felt bad i wasn't hanging out with my class that much but i kinda think there was a reason. it makes me believe that everything happens for a reason, i mean yea i wouldn't be feeling this much pain but i got to know who sarah was and now i have such good memories of her.
when all of my brother's friends come over for parties, it makes me sad that she can't be here cuz i know we'd have so much fun...
i just really miss her just like everyone else who really knew her. there was just something about her, she was just impossible to not like, you were just kinda drawn to her...
i just can't believe it's already been a year since sarahs been gone...it went so fast. when i saw the thing in the paper from her parents yesterday i almost started to cry, but i was at work so i didn't. a whole year...i can remember the viewing like it just happened, how shanyn consoled me...i didn't think i'd lose it like i did.
i read justins LJ and started to cry, it just really gave the impression of who she really was. i'm still so happy that i hung out with her during the florida trip, at the time i felt bad i wasn't hanging out with my class that much but i kinda think there was a reason. it makes me believe that everything happens for a reason, i mean yea i wouldn't be feeling this much pain but i got to know who sarah was and now i have such good memories of her.
when all of my brother's friends come over for parties, it makes me sad that she can't be here cuz i know we'd have so much fun...
i just really miss her just like everyone else who really knew her. there was just something about her, she was just impossible to not like, you were just kinda drawn to her...