I think I feel a little hurt. My fists are turning coal to diamonds.
Hi f-list.
I don't really have much to talk about but I hate feeling like I've abandoned this journal. I really haven't; I still read your entries and know what's going on with y'all. but anyway, i have a job interview tomorrow. I hope I get this because i'm really REALLY sick of my job now. going there is a chore to me and that's a shame because i actually don't mind going to work. i just feel like i have beyond overstayed my welcome. the only thing keeping me there is that, it's a job and if i quit i won't have anything. the job i'm interviewing for doesn't have any benefits but it is full time which is what i need about now. when my mom does a month at her job she'll get benefits so maybe i can get on with hers. if not, i guess i'll have to find something...idek. that's such a scary feeling to think "i can't get sick. i can't get hurt because i have no way to pay for my medication or aid." it just sucks.
mom and i have started going back to the gym. i forgot how much i loved going to the gym and just running. we didn't stay too long yesterday, but we'll be going back wednesday and friday so maybe i'll work a little harder then. i've been trying to do some ab type exercises because that's what i need lol.
that's about it i guess. i've been pretty meh with life as of right now but i'm still smiling :D
I don't really have much to talk about but I hate feeling like I've abandoned this journal. I really haven't; I still read your entries and know what's going on with y'all. but anyway, i have a job interview tomorrow. I hope I get this because i'm really REALLY sick of my job now. going there is a chore to me and that's a shame because i actually don't mind going to work. i just feel like i have beyond overstayed my welcome. the only thing keeping me there is that, it's a job and if i quit i won't have anything. the job i'm interviewing for doesn't have any benefits but it is full time which is what i need about now. when my mom does a month at her job she'll get benefits so maybe i can get on with hers. if not, i guess i'll have to find something...idek. that's such a scary feeling to think "i can't get sick. i can't get hurt because i have no way to pay for my medication or aid." it just sucks.
mom and i have started going back to the gym. i forgot how much i loved going to the gym and just running. we didn't stay too long yesterday, but we'll be going back wednesday and friday so maybe i'll work a little harder then. i've been trying to do some ab type exercises because that's what i need lol.
that's about it i guess. i've been pretty meh with life as of right now but i'm still smiling :D