feelings and such
you know that feeling where you have so much inside you to say to someone but for some reason you can't do it. like whether your scared of letting go of something or scared of how they might react to what they say. yeah it's not cool. you just have so much inside you that you know is gonna get blurted out one day, but for whatever that reason may be you just can't say it. whatever.
school's been ok, kind of lost the little motivation i had to do anything. now i just don't care at all. ap exam on friday, that should be a real party. i really have no idea why i'm even taking it, i have no idea what's going on in that class. maybe there's an off chance that i'll pass, ha.
soph hop was great. i had so much fun, seriously i hope that everyone had as much fun as i did. mike, thanks again for taking me, i had a great time.
in other news, i need a job. i am so, so poor, it's pathetic. and i'm really upset over the 'forced' retirement that the school is pushing onto mrs. sach. why is it that the teachers who actually care about students and get involved in their lives and such are the ones that have to go? i mean, i'll admit i may not have always shown it by the way i've acted in her class lol, but i really do appreciate her as a teacher and just as a person. she truly is a genuine, nice, real person who was always there to help her students. i just wish the best to her and her husband.
ok, not much else is up. love yas, <33 ashley
p.s. oh yeah, ren are you definately going to see phantom of the opera? b/c i wanna go, but wanna make sure someone else that i'm friends w/ is going. and anyone else who is planning on going, let me know.
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
school's been ok, kind of lost the little motivation i had to do anything. now i just don't care at all. ap exam on friday, that should be a real party. i really have no idea why i'm even taking it, i have no idea what's going on in that class. maybe there's an off chance that i'll pass, ha.
soph hop was great. i had so much fun, seriously i hope that everyone had as much fun as i did. mike, thanks again for taking me, i had a great time.
in other news, i need a job. i am so, so poor, it's pathetic. and i'm really upset over the 'forced' retirement that the school is pushing onto mrs. sach. why is it that the teachers who actually care about students and get involved in their lives and such are the ones that have to go? i mean, i'll admit i may not have always shown it by the way i've acted in her class lol, but i really do appreciate her as a teacher and just as a person. she truly is a genuine, nice, real person who was always there to help her students. i just wish the best to her and her husband.
ok, not much else is up. love yas, <33 ashley
p.s. oh yeah, ren are you definately going to see phantom of the opera? b/c i wanna go, but wanna make sure someone else that i'm friends w/ is going. and anyone else who is planning on going, let me know.
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime