Christmas eve.
Today my dad told me that I cant do anything right because I am so stupid,and that he wishes he could beat the stupidity out of me and that he hopes I hate him and more similar things for about a half hour....and I officially decided that im not talking to him at all anymore for a long long time,and as much as I am mad at him for being horrible....I still feel absolutley terrible that hes spending christmas all by himself...maybe I just feel terrible that it is has to be that way.Im not sure.I just always have to hate christmas time because I take things to heart so much.