This update doesnt make me seem like it,but sometimes I really do love this world and my life.
I dont know if anyone is even on LJ anymore.
I havent updated in forever.
Its now 1:45 am and I am prolly not going to fall asleep till about 4 or 5 am againnnn for school.
I almost cried at work while doing the dishes tonight,and when I came home while I organized my school binders,Im scared that when I try to fall asleep tonight,that it might happen againnn.
I honestly take strong sleeping pills every night and I still cant fall asleep because Im terrified of things.
But I am honesty doing my best to not worry,I think I am in an okay mood when im around people at school.
I talked to my mom,she promises everything I am worried about will be okay,I really really hope shes right,im glad I can tell her anything,shes such a good women.
If there was anytime to pray to god for things to be okay,now would be the time.
I truley believe that all of this will soon pass,and life will continiue and everything will be great.
God Bless.
I love you all.
I havent updated in forever.
Its now 1:45 am and I am prolly not going to fall asleep till about 4 or 5 am againnnn for school.
I almost cried at work while doing the dishes tonight,and when I came home while I organized my school binders,Im scared that when I try to fall asleep tonight,that it might happen againnn.
I honestly take strong sleeping pills every night and I still cant fall asleep because Im terrified of things.
But I am honesty doing my best to not worry,I think I am in an okay mood when im around people at school.
I talked to my mom,she promises everything I am worried about will be okay,I really really hope shes right,im glad I can tell her anything,shes such a good women.
If there was anytime to pray to god for things to be okay,now would be the time.
I truley believe that all of this will soon pass,and life will continiue and everything will be great.
God Bless.
I love you all.