could life get any better?
3.Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
I don't know if my life has ever fully been this complete. I'm slowly becoming the type of person that I used to want to hit over the head with a Jack Daniels bottle. I wake up smiling every morning, knowing that even though the day ahead of me is slow and uneventful, it's my life, and I have full power of whatever I choose to do.
MikePitt is here, and talking to him was definately a trip down memory lane. A whole other side of me has been awoken, granted the hormonal half is included, but memories I had forgotten, times and moments shared, promises and jokes whispered, and desires never heeded. We stayed up will un-godly hours talking about everything. I don't think things could get much better than this. He's coming to visit me, which makes me both extremly excited and nervous. I shake just thinking about seeing him again...I'm nervous and elated...I don't know what else there is to say that hasn't been said, I'm taking everything as slow as need be...I refuse to fuck up a good thing going, and like Michael said, my recoverey comes first.
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stephentrask is coming to visit me, and I cannot wait. I adore that man, I really do, and he's promised me dibs on one of Wally's puppies...I haven't had once since I was nine and it was hit by a truck right in front of me...hopefully that won't happen again. I also got to speak to fab_boy today, and he hasn't changed at all. He owes me a visit, so my grandmother can rant about her enthusiasm for gay rights and gush over him and Stephen...she is SUCH a PFlag parent, it's hysterical. Sometimes I think she wishes I was a lesbian. Silly grandma. She's baking cookies for Stephen, and grandpa keeps trying to slip pot into the mix when she's not looking. He's such a silly old man.
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Meeting today was great. Nate took me to see the Butterfly Effect, hats off to Ashton Kutcher, who I despised as an actor before this. I have a whole new respect for him now as an actor. Don't let it go to your head buddy. On my third step, I've been doing morning meditation with Nate alot this week, so getting to step 3 was easy for me.
I definately believe that there is some form of a higher power...the way my life is going right now there has to be.
I don't know if my life has ever fully been this complete. I'm slowly becoming the type of person that I used to want to hit over the head with a Jack Daniels bottle. I wake up smiling every morning, knowing that even though the day ahead of me is slow and uneventful, it's my life, and I have full power of whatever I choose to do.
MikePitt is here, and talking to him was definately a trip down memory lane. A whole other side of me has been awoken, granted the hormonal half is included, but memories I had forgotten, times and moments shared, promises and jokes whispered, and desires never heeded. We stayed up will un-godly hours talking about everything. I don't think things could get much better than this. He's coming to visit me, which makes me both extremly excited and nervous. I shake just thinking about seeing him again...I'm nervous and elated...I don't know what else there is to say that hasn't been said, I'm taking everything as slow as need be...I refuse to fuck up a good thing going, and like Michael said, my recoverey comes first.
***
stephentrask is coming to visit me, and I cannot wait. I adore that man, I really do, and he's promised me dibs on one of Wally's puppies...I haven't had once since I was nine and it was hit by a truck right in front of me...hopefully that won't happen again. I also got to speak to fab_boy today, and he hasn't changed at all. He owes me a visit, so my grandmother can rant about her enthusiasm for gay rights and gush over him and Stephen...she is SUCH a PFlag parent, it's hysterical. Sometimes I think she wishes I was a lesbian. Silly grandma. She's baking cookies for Stephen, and grandpa keeps trying to slip pot into the mix when she's not looking. He's such a silly old man.
***
Meeting today was great. Nate took me to see the Butterfly Effect, hats off to Ashton Kutcher, who I despised as an actor before this. I have a whole new respect for him now as an actor. Don't let it go to your head buddy. On my third step, I've been doing morning meditation with Nate alot this week, so getting to step 3 was easy for me.
I definately believe that there is some form of a higher power...the way my life is going right now there has to be.