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Sorry, I didn't mean to abandon LiveJournal, I really didn't.
Today, I feel disconnected. Everyone's plugged into the network, the hub of life that is the Universe. Today, I've been unplugged. The past few days have been pretty good, and it's only fair that, as my spirits go up, they must come down eventually. I didn't expect it to be so soon.
I hate to be emo. I really do.
I made a new friend, recently. Her name's Kim, and she's invigorating. Every time I talk to her I learn something new, and I feel better afterwards. We've got enough in common to start a conversation, and we have enough differences to make things interesting. I feel like I could learn a lot from her. Yes, I like her. I'm not going to insult my own intelligence by denying it, but I'm not going to insult her by assuming she likes me as well. I'm going to keep being me, and if anything comes of it, it happens. I don't want to force anything on anyone, and I'm more than happy just being her friend. I honestly think she's way too good for me; she's got a lot going that I'd rather not interfere with, fearing I might mess up her carefully laid plans. She's going places, and I don't want to distract her.
God, I'm stupid. I don't understand.
I need to go to sleep.
Today, I feel disconnected. Everyone's plugged into the network, the hub of life that is the Universe. Today, I've been unplugged. The past few days have been pretty good, and it's only fair that, as my spirits go up, they must come down eventually. I didn't expect it to be so soon.
I hate to be emo. I really do.
I made a new friend, recently. Her name's Kim, and she's invigorating. Every time I talk to her I learn something new, and I feel better afterwards. We've got enough in common to start a conversation, and we have enough differences to make things interesting. I feel like I could learn a lot from her. Yes, I like her. I'm not going to insult my own intelligence by denying it, but I'm not going to insult her by assuming she likes me as well. I'm going to keep being me, and if anything comes of it, it happens. I don't want to force anything on anyone, and I'm more than happy just being her friend. I honestly think she's way too good for me; she's got a lot going that I'd rather not interfere with, fearing I might mess up her carefully laid plans. She's going places, and I don't want to distract her.
God, I'm stupid. I don't understand.
I need to go to sleep.