inner beef.
so.
i didn't think you still read this journal.
hey. you.... yea. you.
im sorry.
that was pretty fucked of me.
but cant a brother juss vent.
sure sure i know an explanation is in order.
what else can i say other than: "ive been awkward"
cuz for some reason im missing the part of my brain that cant even have a regular conversation with you.
sorry for talking shit, and being a hater.
maybe i really should think before i speak.
i just kinda think your being a kiss ass, brown noser, suck up with that painting...
and i dont see the integrity in that... maybe i was juss expecting too much?
i mean... what happen to the dope floral shit?
soo IM thinking YOUR thinking..." hey i know what shep might like! a led zeppelin painting! i bet hell buy it! he looooves led, didnt he juss do their album cover?"
then im thinking... WOWOW losssser...
correct me it im wrong here.. and if i am i just another worthless dick.
forgive me.
it could of totally been out of coincidence and im just reading to deeeeeply into it,
now i prolly sound like the loser. but hey. the cats out of the bag now.
think of me what u will.
but i really do think its a nice painting and i hope it sells.
friends still? i really am embarrassed and sorry... this is kinda awkward u know...
um... see u tomorrow??
and fair thee well internet, i wish to you a goodnight.
i didn't think you still read this journal.
hey. you.... yea. you.
im sorry.
that was pretty fucked of me.
but cant a brother juss vent.
sure sure i know an explanation is in order.
what else can i say other than: "ive been awkward"
cuz for some reason im missing the part of my brain that cant even have a regular conversation with you.
sorry for talking shit, and being a hater.
maybe i really should think before i speak.
i just kinda think your being a kiss ass, brown noser, suck up with that painting...
and i dont see the integrity in that... maybe i was juss expecting too much?
i mean... what happen to the dope floral shit?
soo IM thinking YOUR thinking..." hey i know what shep might like! a led zeppelin painting! i bet hell buy it! he looooves led, didnt he juss do their album cover?"
then im thinking... WOWOW losssser...
correct me it im wrong here.. and if i am i just another worthless dick.
forgive me.
it could of totally been out of coincidence and im just reading to deeeeeply into it,
now i prolly sound like the loser. but hey. the cats out of the bag now.
think of me what u will.
but i really do think its a nice painting and i hope it sells.
friends still? i really am embarrassed and sorry... this is kinda awkward u know...
um... see u tomorrow??
and fair thee well internet, i wish to you a goodnight.