I don't have emo glasses for nothing...

[philipcofm]

So today I lost ten dollars at work...it totally sucks, but i have accepted as karma. I am always complaining that i get shit on left and right, however what should i expect when i do a lot of things or say a lot of things i am not proud of. When i say something out of line it is only joking, but it does hurt people and I feel aweful for it. There are things that i do and say that i would never like to admit and that are not good things...so with that in mind, i think when i get shit on it is just me getting paid back for the bad things i do. So basically I am done...from now on i am gonna try my best to not do or say things that are hurtful or are things that i would not be willing to admit. I care about too many people, myself, and the future to keep doing these shitty things.

I love you all and you mean more to me than i can ever express...i am sorry if i have ever hurt any of you and i will try harder to not be a bad person anymore.