how will i die?

[philhimam]

Honestly, who hasn't asked themseves this question? I mean, seriously, for me, this is a huge question. I eat very poorly... my cholesterol levels have been "very high" for close to a decade now, I have a very bad diet and at my last two physicals I've had high blood pressure. I drink entirely too much... to the point where now admitted alcoholics say, that Adam can DRINK !!! On top of that I really only workout when required by my job and as if that weren't enough... I spend a great deal of time traveling between locations that are incredibly dangerous!

Seriously, think about it! When, or why for that matter, would you EVER travel around Iraq in an unarmored car, two white guys, doing whatever they want and getting away with it in this day and age? WTF am I thinking? So, as we near the end of yet another gracious and "wonderful" year, I wonder... how will I die? I imagine all sorts of nasty disasters and yet I still believe that it will be something as horrid and unforgiving as old age. Not very romantic I grant you, but very realistic.

I'm not sure why I'm asking this now... but it feels right. Ive never asked it before, probably wont ever again, but it now feels appropriate. It feels, right. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right... I really hope I am right, but the point of the matter is... NO ONE KNOWS!! You just die one day.

I really dont know why this is on my mind lately, but it is.