Boy, I sure is hungry.
Hm.
Life.
Hm.
Life.
Hm.
...
haha, I was going to do that this whole update but neh.
So recently, I've come into contact with my dad and that side of the family. It's difficult and weird to out of nowhere be invited to things and my dad wanting to see me. I hadn't seen my dad for about uh 10-12 years. I hated him for not being around but was so quick to accept him back into my life. In a way, too quick.
I'm afraid of how they'd react to how I am as a person partly because from what I've experienced in particular with my aunt, uncle, cousin, and dad, and more of that family. It seems if they'd be close minded. My brother on that side (who I greatly admired and loved when I was young) invited me to a party this weekend that is happening at my Uncle's house. Thing is there will be a bunch of people, basically stereotypical (from what I've witnessed) mexicans. This bothers me a lot especially because if the subject of food comes up, obviously, I do not eat meat. This will turn into a thing I think with my family being like wtf? I really don't feel like going through that experience but I've blown off my cousin for his birthday already and my dad inviting me to help him paint my uncle's house. I feel bad because they do want me in their lives apparently.
Man this sucks.
haha that was long. There is more but I'm like meh about typing it.
I want my brother to buy 300.
I need to apply for a job but now I'm like meh because I want to wait to see how I'm gonna schedule my classes for this fall.
Fack.
Hm, yeah, so how are things?
P.S. I miss Shark Week.
Life.
Hm.
Life.
Hm.
...
haha, I was going to do that this whole update but neh.
So recently, I've come into contact with my dad and that side of the family. It's difficult and weird to out of nowhere be invited to things and my dad wanting to see me. I hadn't seen my dad for about uh 10-12 years. I hated him for not being around but was so quick to accept him back into my life. In a way, too quick.
I'm afraid of how they'd react to how I am as a person partly because from what I've experienced in particular with my aunt, uncle, cousin, and dad, and more of that family. It seems if they'd be close minded. My brother on that side (who I greatly admired and loved when I was young) invited me to a party this weekend that is happening at my Uncle's house. Thing is there will be a bunch of people, basically stereotypical (from what I've witnessed) mexicans. This bothers me a lot especially because if the subject of food comes up, obviously, I do not eat meat. This will turn into a thing I think with my family being like wtf? I really don't feel like going through that experience but I've blown off my cousin for his birthday already and my dad inviting me to help him paint my uncle's house. I feel bad because they do want me in their lives apparently.
Man this sucks.
haha that was long. There is more but I'm like meh about typing it.
I want my brother to buy 300.
I need to apply for a job but now I'm like meh because I want to wait to see how I'm gonna schedule my classes for this fall.
Fack.
Hm, yeah, so how are things?
P.S. I miss Shark Week.