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So last night--I couldn't sleep. I had a friend spend the night last night...and she was soo tired, but I wasn't. Well, I was before she came over, but I was so sore from work and I went to bed REALLY late Tuesday night and then got up super early Wednesday...so when I got home from work, I was like, "ow! I am sore and tired..I'm goin to take a nap" SO I slept for like an hour before dinner. But it felt like hours--it was amazing. She went right to sleep, so I laid--or is it layed--down in bed and read a book and listened to music for a while. I eventually fell asleep around almost 2am. ANd then I had REALLY hard time getting up this morning. My friend goes to bed much earlier than I do--and then gets up much earlier than I. I like to go to sleep early in the "morning"/really late at nightt, and then wake up in the early afternoon--take a shower, go get something to eat, and then head off to work...and then I come home from work, hang out with people and talk online, and the day restarts. LOL. I am so lazy!! And I am broke too...so like I cant go hang out with a bunch of people.
I commented in Jessica's lj about being scared to talk to her. Now she's in a 'motherly-mode"--but if you're reading this Jess, don't be scared too. You're probably going to think it's all really stupid...but there's something that has been going on in my life since March, and I am scared to tell you about it, because I don't want you to look at me differently, or hate me or something. I have a knot in my stomach just thinking about this conversation...but don't worry. It has NOTHING to do with you. Wow, I feel like I am breaking up with you or something..."it's not about you, it's about me"...lol. But i dont wanna lose our friendship--I wanna keep getting to know more of who you are...and continue to build our friendship up like a ROCK. Is that chill??
Ok, well, I must get going now--I've sat around with my friend and now I have to take a shower and get ready for work. Oh, Jess--By the way...I've taken the last 3 days devoted to your lj...and all the comments written in it. So I've only made it from September 6-June 19 (I am reading it backwards...) but dang...you have SOO many entries. Hopefully i will write more tonight...later
I commented in Jessica's lj about being scared to talk to her. Now she's in a 'motherly-mode"--but if you're reading this Jess, don't be scared too. You're probably going to think it's all really stupid...but there's something that has been going on in my life since March, and I am scared to tell you about it, because I don't want you to look at me differently, or hate me or something. I have a knot in my stomach just thinking about this conversation...but don't worry. It has NOTHING to do with you. Wow, I feel like I am breaking up with you or something..."it's not about you, it's about me"...lol. But i dont wanna lose our friendship--I wanna keep getting to know more of who you are...and continue to build our friendship up like a ROCK. Is that chill??
Ok, well, I must get going now--I've sat around with my friend and now I have to take a shower and get ready for work. Oh, Jess--By the way...I've taken the last 3 days devoted to your lj...and all the comments written in it. So I've only made it from September 6-June 19 (I am reading it backwards...) but dang...you have SOO many entries. Hopefully i will write more tonight...later