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So this weekend has been crazy. I've been sick through it all, and basically talked my voice away. I havent really done any of the homework that is due in like an hour--and then throughout the rest of the day, but I dont care anymore. Senioritis has gotten a strong grip on my motivation. The only thing I want to do is lay in bed and sleep--or hang out with friends...but not lay in bed with friends and sleep. FLIP FLOP!! (rachie--haha) I dont know if I will make it to college-I just dont have that will power right now. Some of my friends already have their college apps done--I dont even know where I want to APPLY!! I think Western Washington and U Dub--but I dunno...maybe take a year off. Why does everyone seem so sure of the future when I dont even have a clue? I am so scared for what lies/lays (I dunno) ahead of me, that I try to just ignore it. But I cant ignore it anymore. Ok, I am done. I need to go pick up Sam to get to school so Jessica and I can talk and I can give her a hug--see ya around