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Today I ran around hanging out with people and making phone calls to people. I feel like I should have hung out with more people this summer. BUt i didnt really feel like doing anything at all. I sat around--I dunno where my summer went. I felt like it has just started, but ending at the same time. How sad! So I hear our school isnt even goin to be ready for Monday--but that we might have to have some classes at local churches...haha, so much for state and church NOT to mix-oh well. HAHAHA!! I have felt like the last week has been all about honesty. Being honest with someone is the HARDEST thing to do, because you have to sit down, be real, and be vulnerable. Asking and being asked hard questions sucks. Because you dont really wnat to ask them since you knwo they are hard, and you dont really wanna answer them because they make you think, or it like convicts you in some way or something. I dunno, I htink its all worth it though. There are some people in my life that I wonder why we are even friends. We never share anything, we barely talk, it's stupid! And some people are total ass holes and yet, I still hang around them--they bring me down and dont build me up. Wow...I am stupid...but I think those people tend to piss me off-and I need to stop being around them.
Too bad like only Jessica reads my lj...lol. I want more people to read it so I have like 30 comments per day just like Jessica. She's my idol right now. HAHAH!! Ok, well, I told a friend I was going to be at her house like half an hour ago...lol. Gotta jet outta here!
Too bad like only Jessica reads my lj...lol. I want more people to read it so I have like 30 comments per day just like Jessica. She's my idol right now. HAHAH!! Ok, well, I told a friend I was going to be at her house like half an hour ago...lol. Gotta jet outta here!