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this is where i'd put a nice long plesent entry about california, complete with pictures and antitodes about how life is here, but, i don't feel like that at all, because i pretty much hate it here. cause it sucks.
naomi broke up with me (again), and that just adds to the stress and loneliness of being in a new place. i work some, and that's nice, because i like my job, but we never work more then a few hours a day, because there simply isn't any work to do. so that leaves me with tons of time to sit around by myself, because i don't know hardly anyone here, and do pretty much nothing. i read a lot, and i'm drinking a lot, which is actually starting to concern me, because i'm close to drinking more then ever. but, it's hard not to with so much time on my hands and nothing else to do, and no one to even talk to. and the fact i get cheap, tax free liqour doesn't help. but, enough emo.
updates on the big picture of my life...
next wednesday bush will make an announcment, regarding troop surge in iraq. my unit is one of the next to go, so if he orders any sizeable surge at all, i'll be going in march. if not, then i'll be going as planned, which is in july, to fallujah. that's going to be a fun place.
to be honest, i'm kind of looking forward to it (if nothing else to get me out of this place, because, lets face it, there is nothing for me here.) so besides the exponentially increased chance of death, there's no downside to going.
and what awesome timing.... my time on here is up. maybe i'll finish this later...
naomi broke up with me (again), and that just adds to the stress and loneliness of being in a new place. i work some, and that's nice, because i like my job, but we never work more then a few hours a day, because there simply isn't any work to do. so that leaves me with tons of time to sit around by myself, because i don't know hardly anyone here, and do pretty much nothing. i read a lot, and i'm drinking a lot, which is actually starting to concern me, because i'm close to drinking more then ever. but, it's hard not to with so much time on my hands and nothing else to do, and no one to even talk to. and the fact i get cheap, tax free liqour doesn't help. but, enough emo.
updates on the big picture of my life...
next wednesday bush will make an announcment, regarding troop surge in iraq. my unit is one of the next to go, so if he orders any sizeable surge at all, i'll be going in march. if not, then i'll be going as planned, which is in july, to fallujah. that's going to be a fun place.
to be honest, i'm kind of looking forward to it (if nothing else to get me out of this place, because, lets face it, there is nothing for me here.) so besides the exponentially increased chance of death, there's no downside to going.
and what awesome timing.... my time on here is up. maybe i'll finish this later...