zeRO server~
(Sometimes it's a little scary to think that one day I'll forget all the things I've been through~)
:x I just read the announcement about the zeRO ragnarok server shutting down and it feels weird that I wasted so much of my life on a server that's gone now. I posted in the thread ... but just wanted to say a little more about it, I guess. It's funny because for such a small server it meant a lot to me.
I can't even put it into words, ohgod, maybe all that programming homework is getting to me. I just wanted to say things like ... well, on RO it was all that time I spent playing with Drake and it's funny to say I fell in love with Drake on an online server, should've realised it wouldn't last anyhow. It's hard to think about how much I liked him, and how crushed I was to lose him.
At the beginning of the server Emi and Jessie played on it too! In fact, it's so long ago it's hard to remember ... but I remembered once when Sora was wondering who took the name Haru, and it struck me that that was Emi's username. Kyu played too~ and and Ippus, Koi, Ban, Kyon and all the friends I made on there! Bana, Shiva, Dork, Spencilla, Lachrymosa, ...
I guess I really just wanted to write a journal entry so I wouldn't forget their names, because I tend to do that easily. I forget about a lot of my friends easily if I don't keep in touch with them, it's always just been like that. It's not that I forget who they are, it's that I don't think about them enough and I forget about their existence until it's brought up somehow.
This sort of reminds me of my camera craze after I watched Loveless and realised that if I didn't take enough pictures of my friends, I might forget them. It sounds silly, but I'm quite afraid of forgetting passages of my life.
Argh, maybe I'll pick this LJ up again afterall.
:x I just read the announcement about the zeRO ragnarok server shutting down and it feels weird that I wasted so much of my life on a server that's gone now. I posted in the thread ... but just wanted to say a little more about it, I guess. It's funny because for such a small server it meant a lot to me.
I can't even put it into words, ohgod, maybe all that programming homework is getting to me. I just wanted to say things like ... well, on RO it was all that time I spent playing with Drake and it's funny to say I fell in love with Drake on an online server, should've realised it wouldn't last anyhow. It's hard to think about how much I liked him, and how crushed I was to lose him.
At the beginning of the server Emi and Jessie played on it too! In fact, it's so long ago it's hard to remember ... but I remembered once when Sora was wondering who took the name Haru, and it struck me that that was Emi's username. Kyu played too~ and and Ippus, Koi, Ban, Kyon and all the friends I made on there! Bana, Shiva, Dork, Spencilla, Lachrymosa, ...
I guess I really just wanted to write a journal entry so I wouldn't forget their names, because I tend to do that easily. I forget about a lot of my friends easily if I don't keep in touch with them, it's always just been like that. It's not that I forget who they are, it's that I don't think about them enough and I forget about their existence until it's brought up somehow.
This sort of reminds me of my camera craze after I watched Loveless and realised that if I didn't take enough pictures of my friends, I might forget them. It sounds silly, but I'm quite afraid of forgetting passages of my life.
Argh, maybe I'll pick this LJ up again afterall.