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I hate my mind! I hate it so much. Classes are ok. I keep debating on whether I want to drop linguistics or not. I really need that CA job. I'm working terrible hours. If I get it, at least I'll have my own room, and I'll get some sleep for once. Oh the joy. It's a WIN LOSE situation. Thursday was the first official night I went out with the girls. We went to some random house on mainstreet, and Chris and his friends decided to follow us. YOU FRESHMAN! When will you learn? All I can say is.. bad freshman.
Friday I drove home to see Tim. Yes the only reason I drove home was for Tim. It was wonderful seeing him, because I hadn't seen him in two weeks, and that seemed like forever. We went to Friday's and got fat as usual, and then watched the girl next door. Donna came home and helped us get sloshed! Good ol' Donna. We love her to death. I was spoiled as usual. The next day I really didn't wanna leave Tim. I ventured off to Steph's and hung out with David and Nelson for the whole rest of the weekend. It was nice seeing Steph. We needed that quality bonding time, since we aren't living together. That makes me so sad. I fell asleep for a bit, had a great home cooked meal, and then we all played asshole for the next four hours with Steph's parents. What a great time! I won seven times in a row, and made three rules. Who's excited now? I know I am!!! Sunday we went to see the liberty and wandered around Philly. I eventually left and headed back to the dreaded kutztown.
This week and last have been so busy. I am losing my mind trying to find leisure time. I volunteered to work from 2-6am the other night, got a little happy, and had the public safety officer flirting with me. Ha. Silly old man! It was just an evil ploy!!!That night killed me, and I got 2 hours of sleep because I had class at 9am. Never again.
My mind has been driving me insane. I am confused about my life and what major I want to have. I've been guilt tripped into one major, and guilt tripped out of the other. SAVE ME JESUS!!!!
Why am I mean to the people I love? I will never understand myself. I'm such an asshole and I can't explain it. Maybe it's because I want to be rejected? No that can't be it.
Attention freak at your service. Tim needs to get his ass to Kutztown before I go crazy.
On another note, people need to stop clinging to me. I like to be independent for the most part. Only the people who truely understand me will get this.
YAWN YAWN YAWN.
Thursday is tomorrow. Who's happy now?
Friday I drove home to see Tim. Yes the only reason I drove home was for Tim. It was wonderful seeing him, because I hadn't seen him in two weeks, and that seemed like forever. We went to Friday's and got fat as usual, and then watched the girl next door. Donna came home and helped us get sloshed! Good ol' Donna. We love her to death. I was spoiled as usual. The next day I really didn't wanna leave Tim. I ventured off to Steph's and hung out with David and Nelson for the whole rest of the weekend. It was nice seeing Steph. We needed that quality bonding time, since we aren't living together. That makes me so sad. I fell asleep for a bit, had a great home cooked meal, and then we all played asshole for the next four hours with Steph's parents. What a great time! I won seven times in a row, and made three rules. Who's excited now? I know I am!!! Sunday we went to see the liberty and wandered around Philly. I eventually left and headed back to the dreaded kutztown.
This week and last have been so busy. I am losing my mind trying to find leisure time. I volunteered to work from 2-6am the other night, got a little happy, and had the public safety officer flirting with me. Ha. Silly old man! It was just an evil ploy!!!That night killed me, and I got 2 hours of sleep because I had class at 9am. Never again.
My mind has been driving me insane. I am confused about my life and what major I want to have. I've been guilt tripped into one major, and guilt tripped out of the other. SAVE ME JESUS!!!!
Why am I mean to the people I love? I will never understand myself. I'm such an asshole and I can't explain it. Maybe it's because I want to be rejected? No that can't be it.
Attention freak at your service. Tim needs to get his ass to Kutztown before I go crazy.
On another note, people need to stop clinging to me. I like to be independent for the most part. Only the people who truely understand me will get this.
YAWN YAWN YAWN.
Thursday is tomorrow. Who's happy now?