Alcohol, Weed, And All Of The Above
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I am going to lay off of everything for a while I think I have a problem drinking, I haven't had a sober weekend for three months and it has been bad I have gotten alcohol poisoning for the past two weekends and I still feel like shit today, I have been losing good friends and not realizing it, it really hurts and I want them to realize that I love them no matter how long I have been their friend, for example Libby, I have just recently started to talk to her and I think I have pissed her off at school and I dont know why I did but I don't mean to piss people off like I have been doing, I am going to try to find my self some help to stay off of these bad things I am doing to myself. I love my friends. I just need to find out who they really are, and how to do that I have no fucking clue.