Jul 29, 2004 01:04
I constantly feel like such an idiot. That my actions drive people I'd potentially want to further relations with. I try to have hope in some of the things I do but at this point it's hard, but I still try.
Hopefully something happens. I mean..it's about due time, don't you think?
I was in the city today seeing a great band called The Bad Plus. A crazy jazz band with one of the most energetic and mind-blowing drummers I have ever seen or imagined.
Keep your chin up. Things can only get better. If they get shittier, then well, I fucked up something big time.