Jun 07, 2005 01:30
The past couple days I've been feeling like shit.
Tonight especially. I kind of had plans that fell through... and I don't know.
I feel really bitchy and down with myself.
This weekend wasn't too bad I suppose.
Scrapped some chick on Friday at the Bin Hawdon and the Taliband Show.
Watched a huge Sault Music Scene brawl between two stupid punk kids and about 20 scenesters at the second Taliband show on Saturday.
I feel as though I am going nowhere in life...
And that there's nothing I can do to improve...
I just want to cry most of the time, but I'm usually trying to keep up that 'tough girl' image.
I haven't cried in a long time and I think I need it.
Or maybe I'm just stupid.
I can't type more because I know my friends are going to read this and probably be upset.
--Kristen--