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That's about it in a nut shell, for those of you who don't speak that language...
I'm fucking pissed...ok so Thursday is wehn conference was and I was having a fucking awsome time, but with my goddamned luck...I'm having a kidney stone problems. I think I finally passed it, but I still haven't seen it so i'm concerned...cause they need to analyze it to find the cause...and i want to know the cause (not that I'll change my habits at all, but still). It was the MOST painful thing I have EVER gone through, anything, this world or the next. It was hirroible and I couldn't sit still for some reason...evebtually put this drug in me...and it was awsome...I don't think my muscles have been that relaxed in my entire life...It was awsome. They also gave me some Oxycoden which is more happy pillls for the Derek...only I haven't been a happy kid unless I'm on them. I've been pissy and I've been zoning out...a lot...I might need to take some more though, cause my stomache is starting to hurt again. or bladder...or whatever the fuck it is...all I know is the pill makes it stop...ha...I'm sounding like a druggie.
But seriously this sucks. I missed all of th workshops (and I was even going to do the ballroom dancing one to impress Sadie when I got back) But fucking Kidney stones stopped me...I missed so much....so fucking much, and they are seeing RENT today which now, thanks to these goddamn kidney stones. I can't either. Which pisses me off...to an extreme....and now I'm in a pissed off modd and I think I'm going to take those pills anyways. even if the pain goes away...oh go don't let me get addicted to these things...that would suck. FUCK!!!
And those of you calling me an idiot for getting a kidney stone...fuck you. Don't say it to my face unless you want bitched at, youy hyaven't a clue the pain I was in, and I couldn't help it anyways, my great grandpa, my grandpa(on my fathers side) my dad, and my grandma all have had kidney stones, so you saying it's my faulkt is bull shit. You don't know a goddamn thing.
I'm fucking pissed...ok so Thursday is wehn conference was and I was having a fucking awsome time, but with my goddamned luck...I'm having a kidney stone problems. I think I finally passed it, but I still haven't seen it so i'm concerned...cause they need to analyze it to find the cause...and i want to know the cause (not that I'll change my habits at all, but still). It was the MOST painful thing I have EVER gone through, anything, this world or the next. It was hirroible and I couldn't sit still for some reason...evebtually put this drug in me...and it was awsome...I don't think my muscles have been that relaxed in my entire life...It was awsome. They also gave me some Oxycoden which is more happy pillls for the Derek...only I haven't been a happy kid unless I'm on them. I've been pissy and I've been zoning out...a lot...I might need to take some more though, cause my stomache is starting to hurt again. or bladder...or whatever the fuck it is...all I know is the pill makes it stop...ha...I'm sounding like a druggie.
But seriously this sucks. I missed all of th workshops (and I was even going to do the ballroom dancing one to impress Sadie when I got back) But fucking Kidney stones stopped me...I missed so much....so fucking much, and they are seeing RENT today which now, thanks to these goddamn kidney stones. I can't either. Which pisses me off...to an extreme....and now I'm in a pissed off modd and I think I'm going to take those pills anyways. even if the pain goes away...oh go don't let me get addicted to these things...that would suck. FUCK!!!
And those of you calling me an idiot for getting a kidney stone...fuck you. Don't say it to my face unless you want bitched at, youy hyaven't a clue the pain I was in, and I couldn't help it anyways, my great grandpa, my grandpa(on my fathers side) my dad, and my grandma all have had kidney stones, so you saying it's my faulkt is bull shit. You don't know a goddamn thing.