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some days you just want to crawl in a hole and die. this is one of those days...in fact it has been one of those weeks....
if you love me you'll put me out of this misery. god I don't deal with stress, how did I ever think 4th year was a good idea. oh I know becuase I've always been expected to continue my education and clearly I'm not ready for the real world.
Fuck, christ wouldn't it be awesome if you loved what you did? or at least enjoyed what you spent your time doing? why can't I have that?