Dec 03, 2005 23:08
Well... sometimes life throws the strangest twists at ya. Have you ever realized just how much you missed something only when you have gotten it back? I don't know how it happens. She has made me so mad that i have wanted to strangle her so many times... And yet somehow i love her embrace. We have both changed so much since we were last together. Its amazing... Bree doesn't think i should be with her. She thinks i deserve someone better. But they both have ideas about each other i can't agree with. Yes, she is a bitch. Yes, she makes me mad. Yes, sometimes i am so sick of her. But somehow, somehow i always forgive her, and she does the same for me. Maybe its a rebound, maybe its security, maybe its just a fling. Or maybe not. Maybe its a relationship that is real. Maybe its one where you can get true happiness if you put in a little effort. Maybe its something that is supposed to happen. Or maybe not. I don't know. I don't know if a person can always be happy, or that they can't. I do know one thing. I want someone who wants to be with me. Someone who makes me happy. Someone who is not afraid to commit. Someone who will stick by me. Someone who will love me, and help me, and let me do the same for them. Someone who knows that happiness is worth the effort. Maybe she is that person. As they say... third time's the charm.