And people wonder why I do what I do.

Oct 25, 2005 23:44

According to my mother
1)My college career has been a waste of time and money
2) i can not do anything right
3) as soon as I get out of here, I will not be able to do anything for myself.
4) i can not succeed at anything, i give up.
5) I don't have a Boyfriend, so that means my life isn't complete.
6) I am fat, but she's been telling me that since i was in grade school.

so why did they have a child?
Why didn't they give me up for adoption?
Or an abortion since I was a high risk baby?

I fell like complete crap.

all I have ever wanted was a family that would love and support me no matter what, I still have yet to find that.

Emily- I don't know what I would do without you.

Dewey- Your message made my day, even though we are from different chapters, we are still brothers and we have mosey wood between us ( thanks for traveling with my friend.)

Trevor, Little, Little- Thanks.

Twin- I love you too!

but i'm not in a real touchy feely mood... or a good mood at that.I've been crying alot, and well do you blame me.

I've got a lot on my mind and hopefully i will get it all straightened out in my head by the time my first class comes tomorrow.

Why is this the way it goes?
You find your friends are really foes
You
think that you're too good for me
Well fuck you then just let me be
I
would have done anything for you
But I found our friendship wasnt true

You were using me all the while
You hid behind your fake ass smile

You lied and said that you were true
I don't want a friend like you
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