Aug 30, 2004 16:34
I finally get to walk into an audition and not worry about if I have a spot. Sure, I cheated and was placed during the summer. Sure, I'm not up against all the other better dancers for a spot in one of my last dance concerts (ever?). Sure, it doesn't seem fair, or real, or as exciting...I don't like this. The only thing that's advantageous about this process is that I won't have a hole in my stomach worrying about the stupid casting list going up on time. Although that is an achievement, even if it's small.
One little thing after another make up your life.