I don't know myself at all anymore

Jan 24, 2005 16:35

Big interview tonight, and I am wondering what my real answers will be. I mean, beyond the superficially pasted on smile and the continuous bullshit of "I am a passionate intellectual," do they want to know who I really am? I love to read, and write, but right now I feel like my brain has been permanently frozen by too much television and an overdose of pop culture. Why, in my senior year, when you are supposed to push yourself to the furthest reaches of your intellectual desires and capabilities, to do your best work, to get your best grades, am I struggling so spectacularly to convince myself to do anything at all?
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