Fun Days
GAH....*DOH* *Smacks head*
I thought livejournal had an autosave for a reason...so I could be a dummy and accidentally close this and come back and it would still be here...so much for putting up an actually well thought out post for a change. Well, I guess I'll sum it up a little bit then.
I'm not fun anymore. I guess the things I/we/other people did alone/together are no longer fun. They're just childish or boring. Things like going to shopping centers and being goofy, walking from store to store following people, or sitting in a park and playing or just staring at the stares sharing life, or driving all over heck and creation listening to music because there's nothing else to do. I still do these things ocassionally, but what fun is it if you can't find anyone to do them with? It seems once you turn 21, those things just aren't cool or fun to do anymore because you can go out to clubs and get wasted 24/7. Yeah, that's fun to do maybe once or twice a month, but every weekend and sometimes during the week? Really now? That's a bit much. I dunno, maybe I just live too much in '82 (random throwback Napoleon quote). I guess I'll have to grow up at some point and try and do something with my life, but for the time being I'd really like to do something fun. It's been a year and a half...no, make that almost 3 years since I can remember having real fun or doing something memorable. I kind of like having somewhere I can post thoughts like this, it helps to get it out there rather than drive around for 4 hours wasting gas trying to make it all go away. It doesn't even have to be read by anyone, though the random comments and e-mails I get sometimes are quite hilarious and cheer me up, haha. Well, life goes on unfortunately which means I have work at 9, which means I should've been in bed hours ago.
I thought livejournal had an autosave for a reason...so I could be a dummy and accidentally close this and come back and it would still be here...so much for putting up an actually well thought out post for a change. Well, I guess I'll sum it up a little bit then.
I'm not fun anymore. I guess the things I/we/other people did alone/together are no longer fun. They're just childish or boring. Things like going to shopping centers and being goofy, walking from store to store following people, or sitting in a park and playing or just staring at the stares sharing life, or driving all over heck and creation listening to music because there's nothing else to do. I still do these things ocassionally, but what fun is it if you can't find anyone to do them with? It seems once you turn 21, those things just aren't cool or fun to do anymore because you can go out to clubs and get wasted 24/7. Yeah, that's fun to do maybe once or twice a month, but every weekend and sometimes during the week? Really now? That's a bit much. I dunno, maybe I just live too much in '82 (random throwback Napoleon quote). I guess I'll have to grow up at some point and try and do something with my life, but for the time being I'd really like to do something fun. It's been a year and a half...no, make that almost 3 years since I can remember having real fun or doing something memorable. I kind of like having somewhere I can post thoughts like this, it helps to get it out there rather than drive around for 4 hours wasting gas trying to make it all go away. It doesn't even have to be read by anyone, though the random comments and e-mails I get sometimes are quite hilarious and cheer me up, haha. Well, life goes on unfortunately which means I have work at 9, which means I should've been in bed hours ago.