AGH!
Basically I have to choose between my friends and my family this weekend. Not really though, my mom has made it clear I am not wanted. If I go we will have to take two cars. She doesn't want to take two cars because of the cost in gas. No matter when I leave we will have to take two cars. So it's better if I just stay home. Even if I do go. Friday will be too yucky to go down and I need to be back in SPFLD by 2:00 on Sat. I am so mad! I was looking forward to going to St Louis with my freinds. I really really want to go. No one will leave for Kewanee until Sat. now anyway because of the damn weather. Not that I am wanted there anyway. There is enough room for Randy-- NOT real family. Me? Real family, there is no room for.
My mom just came in and said "weather permitting do you want to drive Fri?" BULLSHIT! She just feels bad. She also knows the weather won't be good enough on Fri. Fucking hell. I can't go to Stl which I have been really looking forward to and has put me in a good mood the past few and I can't go to Kewanee because there is no room for me. Guilt won't let me go to STL. $$ and weather won't let me go to Kewanee.
My mom just came in and said "weather permitting do you want to drive Fri?" BULLSHIT! She just feels bad. She also knows the weather won't be good enough on Fri. Fucking hell. I can't go to Stl which I have been really looking forward to and has put me in a good mood the past few and I can't go to Kewanee because there is no room for me. Guilt won't let me go to STL. $$ and weather won't let me go to Kewanee.