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Wow, i cant believe that Thanksgiving it next week. I havent even begun getting things together for it. That will be this weekends big project. Have to start cooking things. Chris we will MISS you guys.
Had a nice relaxing weekend, the arts fests are starting up here, so those are always fun to walk around. Did the Fountain Hills one this weekend with some friends. Bought some things that I didnt need, but isnt that always the case =).
I finally uploaded some of the pics from when my friends were here last week, see below.
ere.
See the faces in the rock (profile and im the middle)
Tonto Natural Bridge
Other than that things have been ok. I have been doing a lot of thinking about what is going on between jeff and I and have been having some clarity on the situation when I talk with people. I just need to actually act on it now. He isnt going to be here till the end of Dec, so much for seeing each other ever other month or so. Last I saw him was Labor day. Truth be told, I am not all that excitied to see him and I discovered that the reason for this is that the feelings I am having, where missing him is one, it isnt the first feeling that I have when I think about him. The primary feelings have been ones of frustration and resentfulness for how the whole situation has been handled. There hasnt been anything done to create a feeling of anticipation for seeing him. Our conversations are flat to say the least ( I am just as responsible for that as well) I definitely feel the "talk" coming and more likely than not it will be over the phone, which isnt how I would like to have it, but there really isnt much choice. He hasnt responded to any of the written things that I have sent him, even when I wrote "this is a lot harder on me than I expected it to be" there wasnt ANY mention at all.
We shall see........
Had a nice relaxing weekend, the arts fests are starting up here, so those are always fun to walk around. Did the Fountain Hills one this weekend with some friends. Bought some things that I didnt need, but isnt that always the case =).
I finally uploaded some of the pics from when my friends were here last week, see below.
ere.
See the faces in the rock (profile and im the middle)
Tonto Natural Bridge
Other than that things have been ok. I have been doing a lot of thinking about what is going on between jeff and I and have been having some clarity on the situation when I talk with people. I just need to actually act on it now. He isnt going to be here till the end of Dec, so much for seeing each other ever other month or so. Last I saw him was Labor day. Truth be told, I am not all that excitied to see him and I discovered that the reason for this is that the feelings I am having, where missing him is one, it isnt the first feeling that I have when I think about him. The primary feelings have been ones of frustration and resentfulness for how the whole situation has been handled. There hasnt been anything done to create a feeling of anticipation for seeing him. Our conversations are flat to say the least ( I am just as responsible for that as well) I definitely feel the "talk" coming and more likely than not it will be over the phone, which isnt how I would like to have it, but there really isnt much choice. He hasnt responded to any of the written things that I have sent him, even when I wrote "this is a lot harder on me than I expected it to be" there wasnt ANY mention at all.
We shall see........