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It's SO bloody hot.
And I'm checking the radar right now, and I can see a storm comming.
THIS, makes me very excited.
Please God, give us rain!
Cool things down!
PLEASE!!
So I have this kit kat sitting here, my tuck of the day.
And it's all melted.
The air conditioning is on.
NEED I SAY MORE?
I talked to Spence tonight.
For quite awhile actually.
But our conversations were broken up from parents calling, and people wanting to use the phone.
I miss him more having talked to him on the phone.
And I love the way his voice gets low and quiet when we're saying goodbye.
Which indicates him not wanting me to go.
It's pretty cute.
I'm so excited to spend friday night with him.
I'll probally end up sleeping over due to his parents not being home.
He kinda nudged he wanted me to so, it'll most likely happen.
I'm so exicted to spend all that time with him.
It'll get me through the week.
Until next weekend when I can see him again.
We talked of many things tonight.
Although half the time I was distracted by all the people in the office.
And some of the time I could barely hear him because it was so loud.
I kinda felt bad, but oh well, not a big deal.
I told him I was stressed out about school.
He seemed surprised that I was stressed out, about anything.
But after getting rudely interrupted by a old lady wanting to use the phone.
I realized that I really shouldnt worry about it.
That it's completely out of my hands.
And when Gods ready, he'll show it to me.
OR, it will just happen.
I just want to know where I'm supposed to be.
Bible college or art school?
Anyways, we talked about my Mom.
And I love that he thinks she's so wonderful.
And my Mom feels the exact same way.
Okay, seriously.
I'm getting so crazy about this kid.
When I think about it now, I could totally, and completely marry him.
I think I need to stop worrying about being exciting all the time.
And always feeling like I need to say something smart, or funny, because he'll like me no matter what I say.
"I can't be this exciting all the time!".
Like I've said to Sarah Mycio plenty-a-times.
And it's true, I cant.
I just hope he can completely adore me even when I'm boring.
And when I dont say the right thing.
Because I wont always say the right thing.
And I have days when I'm SO boring.
But those days are very few.
STORM IS HERE!
I GTG!
And I'm checking the radar right now, and I can see a storm comming.
THIS, makes me very excited.
Please God, give us rain!
Cool things down!
PLEASE!!
So I have this kit kat sitting here, my tuck of the day.
And it's all melted.
The air conditioning is on.
NEED I SAY MORE?
I talked to Spence tonight.
For quite awhile actually.
But our conversations were broken up from parents calling, and people wanting to use the phone.
I miss him more having talked to him on the phone.
And I love the way his voice gets low and quiet when we're saying goodbye.
Which indicates him not wanting me to go.
It's pretty cute.
I'm so excited to spend friday night with him.
I'll probally end up sleeping over due to his parents not being home.
He kinda nudged he wanted me to so, it'll most likely happen.
I'm so exicted to spend all that time with him.
It'll get me through the week.
Until next weekend when I can see him again.
We talked of many things tonight.
Although half the time I was distracted by all the people in the office.
And some of the time I could barely hear him because it was so loud.
I kinda felt bad, but oh well, not a big deal.
I told him I was stressed out about school.
He seemed surprised that I was stressed out, about anything.
But after getting rudely interrupted by a old lady wanting to use the phone.
I realized that I really shouldnt worry about it.
That it's completely out of my hands.
And when Gods ready, he'll show it to me.
OR, it will just happen.
I just want to know where I'm supposed to be.
Bible college or art school?
Anyways, we talked about my Mom.
And I love that he thinks she's so wonderful.
And my Mom feels the exact same way.
Okay, seriously.
I'm getting so crazy about this kid.
When I think about it now, I could totally, and completely marry him.
I think I need to stop worrying about being exciting all the time.
And always feeling like I need to say something smart, or funny, because he'll like me no matter what I say.
"I can't be this exciting all the time!".
Like I've said to Sarah Mycio plenty-a-times.
And it's true, I cant.
I just hope he can completely adore me even when I'm boring.
And when I dont say the right thing.
Because I wont always say the right thing.
And I have days when I'm SO boring.
But those days are very few.
STORM IS HERE!
I GTG!