Opening Night
So we opened tonight... it was ok. The run went as well as it usually does. I didn't mess up which is good. Something about this show. It's all very exciting but i feel like for all the crap i had to put up with (mainly the not being able to be in either major this year or ANYTHING else) I'm finding it.. well... not as rewarding as i'd hoped.
I mean, i LOVE doing the show and it's so nice to FINALLY be in something (it's been about 7 months) and that's all fine and good. It's just not as satisfying as i'd hoped it'd be. A few of my friends were there tonight and they stayed and said hello and that was nice, i donno, i'm ready to be on stage more.
I just need to find a show. I was going to apply to direct a vogt, but i do'nt think i am anymore. I feel like as much as i've learned, i really do'nt know anything. And i'd just be ignorant when it came to directing. I know i'd learn a lot, i just want to perform and this show isn't really giving me enough time for what i put into it.
Ok, i need to get into bed. This is the earliest i've been out of the show in over a week. GAH!
Laila Tov
--Me
I mean, i LOVE doing the show and it's so nice to FINALLY be in something (it's been about 7 months) and that's all fine and good. It's just not as satisfying as i'd hoped it'd be. A few of my friends were there tonight and they stayed and said hello and that was nice, i donno, i'm ready to be on stage more.
I just need to find a show. I was going to apply to direct a vogt, but i do'nt think i am anymore. I feel like as much as i've learned, i really do'nt know anything. And i'd just be ignorant when it came to directing. I know i'd learn a lot, i just want to perform and this show isn't really giving me enough time for what i put into it.
Ok, i need to get into bed. This is the earliest i've been out of the show in over a week. GAH!
Laila Tov
--Me