Sep 13, 2006 23:55
what the fuck is wrong with me
School has started and i'm completely overwhelmed. On top of this i've been having MAD fits of depression this week and last week. Nothing is going right. I feel lower than the scum that has built up on my shower stall.
The blood clinic was closed today when i went.
Everyone around me is extremely happy and great things are happening to them. What did i miss?
Now i sound like some whinny emo child who can't deal with their problems when they don't actually have any. And to be quite honest, i don't really have any problems. i love school, i'm liking my house, and as far as i know im' in good health.
I just can't seem to stop crying. I'm surrounded by my friends and yet i'm SO lonely.
what the fuck is wrong with me, i hate this