NYC reading week
So, a quick overview of what has happened since my last update:
I went to NYC with QMT. it was a little awkward at times because i'm younger than other people. The first day i walked my ASS off. At night i saw Avenue Q, which was good, but not surprising. i donno, i think a lot of the appeal of Avenue Q is it's shock value, and i knew what was going to happen... meh. The second day I saw my NJ darling and that was nice. we bought some panites...well i did, she joined me. For the matinee we saw Doubt and we saw J-Laz there. it was pretty funny. That play was good. i knew it before i went though. Anyway, that night a bunch of us went to see Sweeney Todd. It was so good. Afterwards we went to the stage door and met a bunch of the actors including PATTI LUPONE! Evita herself. she looked tired... the show was great though. All the actors played the instrument for themselves. they had memorized the whole score and script and everything. it was TRES impressive. and the show was great on top of that. Unfortunately, the words were not very clear. I think that was because the instruments were so close to the actors and were probably picked up on their mics. The next day i went to Canal Street and the trip really picked up from there. I donno, i felt like for the first two days that i was trapped. I wanted to be independant but i was too scared to NYC to go anywhere alone. And i've seen so much of the city because i've been there so many times. So seeing new things made me happy. At night we went to see The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee. I'm in love. i was sitting in the third row. I need to be in that show. It was HILARIOUS and soo good and the actors were just fantastic. i can't even express how much loved it. The last day, I went to the MOMA and at night i saw The Colour Purple. i was front row centre and i almost crapped my pants. it was SO good. the singing and the sexy sexy men. holy geez! then we went home.
that weekend was the bar mitzvah. It was at a pool hall. there was an open bar, but i was underage and they carded... bummer.
I got back to school and full swing into BloBro rehreasals. I've been feeling very odd lately. I'm not happy or satisfied. I feel like i'm not good enough nor will ever be. EVER. and there are things i could try to do to improve my situation but no matter what it is, it won't get better completely. It's all very odd.
Yesterday at rehearsal Hope embarressed me. I'm not feeling so good about that. But there's nothing i can do. Nor was there anything i could do. i'm sure she didn't know that's what she was doing. it wasn't with mean intents, but it felt crappy.. and i've been having some sleeping issues lately so i was really tired which made me more agitated.
K, it's time to get working.
--Me
PS. birthday in 3!!
I went to NYC with QMT. it was a little awkward at times because i'm younger than other people. The first day i walked my ASS off. At night i saw Avenue Q, which was good, but not surprising. i donno, i think a lot of the appeal of Avenue Q is it's shock value, and i knew what was going to happen... meh. The second day I saw my NJ darling and that was nice. we bought some panites...well i did, she joined me. For the matinee we saw Doubt and we saw J-Laz there. it was pretty funny. That play was good. i knew it before i went though. Anyway, that night a bunch of us went to see Sweeney Todd. It was so good. Afterwards we went to the stage door and met a bunch of the actors including PATTI LUPONE! Evita herself. she looked tired... the show was great though. All the actors played the instrument for themselves. they had memorized the whole score and script and everything. it was TRES impressive. and the show was great on top of that. Unfortunately, the words were not very clear. I think that was because the instruments were so close to the actors and were probably picked up on their mics. The next day i went to Canal Street and the trip really picked up from there. I donno, i felt like for the first two days that i was trapped. I wanted to be independant but i was too scared to NYC to go anywhere alone. And i've seen so much of the city because i've been there so many times. So seeing new things made me happy. At night we went to see The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee. I'm in love. i was sitting in the third row. I need to be in that show. It was HILARIOUS and soo good and the actors were just fantastic. i can't even express how much loved it. The last day, I went to the MOMA and at night i saw The Colour Purple. i was front row centre and i almost crapped my pants. it was SO good. the singing and the sexy sexy men. holy geez! then we went home.
that weekend was the bar mitzvah. It was at a pool hall. there was an open bar, but i was underage and they carded... bummer.
I got back to school and full swing into BloBro rehreasals. I've been feeling very odd lately. I'm not happy or satisfied. I feel like i'm not good enough nor will ever be. EVER. and there are things i could try to do to improve my situation but no matter what it is, it won't get better completely. It's all very odd.
Yesterday at rehearsal Hope embarressed me. I'm not feeling so good about that. But there's nothing i can do. Nor was there anything i could do. i'm sure she didn't know that's what she was doing. it wasn't with mean intents, but it felt crappy.. and i've been having some sleeping issues lately so i was really tired which made me more agitated.
K, it's time to get working.
--Me
PS. birthday in 3!!