Empty hearts collide but end up shattered on the floor
The Fourth of July is 2 days away.. oh shit man.. that means lots of parties.. hehe they don't call me Princess Boozbag for nothing..
Urgg lately the whole guy ordeal has been shitty. well not completely.. I met this REALLY nice guy from Swampscott. Got alot going for him(college,job,car,license..etc..)He seems like a cool guy and we have the exact same taste is almost everything.. But I'm not pushing it cause look what happened to the last person I thought was nice/sweet... Ughh me and my guy luck.. I'm telling ya!
Ummm I'm getting a new job at Revere Beach! It's siiiiiiiiick... I just gotta see when I start..
I talked to the old "mister" in my life the other day.. and he didn't even say one bad word to me.. he was being wicked nice to me and everything.. but the convo kinda got ruined cause he has urges to do some nasty ass DRUGS!!!! EWWY.. I don't think I could even be with him ever again...
Tonight I cried.. Lately my hormones are just fucked up.. I can't believe I took it out on Tory like i did.. grrrer im such a bitch sometimes.. now he has this idea that i hate him and that he's the biggest asshole in the world.. i dont think thatd ever be the case...EVER.. for some odd reason i cant hate him even though he ripped my heart out.. Is it just me or am i an idiot?
Anyways back to tomorrow.. I might go to a 4 kegger with Ryan at night time cause tomorrow in the afternoon theres a BIG party at my house.. LOTS OF LQ NIGGIES!! hehe
Urgg lately the whole guy ordeal has been shitty. well not completely.. I met this REALLY nice guy from Swampscott. Got alot going for him(college,job,car,license..etc..)He seems like a cool guy and we have the exact same taste is almost everything.. But I'm not pushing it cause look what happened to the last person I thought was nice/sweet... Ughh me and my guy luck.. I'm telling ya!
Ummm I'm getting a new job at Revere Beach! It's siiiiiiiiick... I just gotta see when I start..
I talked to the old "mister" in my life the other day.. and he didn't even say one bad word to me.. he was being wicked nice to me and everything.. but the convo kinda got ruined cause he has urges to do some nasty ass DRUGS!!!! EWWY.. I don't think I could even be with him ever again...
Tonight I cried.. Lately my hormones are just fucked up.. I can't believe I took it out on Tory like i did.. grrrer im such a bitch sometimes.. now he has this idea that i hate him and that he's the biggest asshole in the world.. i dont think thatd ever be the case...EVER.. for some odd reason i cant hate him even though he ripped my heart out.. Is it just me or am i an idiot?
Anyways back to tomorrow.. I might go to a 4 kegger with Ryan at night time cause tomorrow in the afternoon theres a BIG party at my house.. LOTS OF LQ NIGGIES!! hehe