The world Died when i came out to play
Had my brother over for the weekend, we played lots of online games, Dawn of war and halo 2 mainly, both of which are exellent games, i tought both him and liannes brother how to play the game, and by the end of the weekend the pair of them combined were finally almost giving me a run for my money, though i still managed to win, even though there was afew moments they had me sweating and thinking that the end was nigh.
we finale'd with a nice rock out on the guitars, managed to relieve alot of built up tension doing that.
been feeling rather low lately, i dont think staying in all weekend has done me any favours, and that i really should have gone out, all i do is sit and play games in my spare time cos theres nothign else to do around witham, i know no one :( and getting down to hockley isnt easy, im sure ive said this before but never mind, its worth repeating i guess.
to summerise, im feeling, and im guessing because deep down i am a very social creatur, and i need to interact with as many people that i know on a regular basis, if i see the same people repeatedly day in day out i staert to fade away, and internalise, then i start getting hinking about thing wich get me down, and so the spiral goes ever onwards, i really gotta go see a hrink to get some of my issues solved :S...nah too expenseive, the cat would make more sense to me..and probably listen more too
saving up for christmas now, not long! and with so little finance :S sigh here we go again!
we finale'd with a nice rock out on the guitars, managed to relieve alot of built up tension doing that.
been feeling rather low lately, i dont think staying in all weekend has done me any favours, and that i really should have gone out, all i do is sit and play games in my spare time cos theres nothign else to do around witham, i know no one :( and getting down to hockley isnt easy, im sure ive said this before but never mind, its worth repeating i guess.
to summerise, im feeling, and im guessing because deep down i am a very social creatur, and i need to interact with as many people that i know on a regular basis, if i see the same people repeatedly day in day out i staert to fade away, and internalise, then i start getting hinking about thing wich get me down, and so the spiral goes ever onwards, i really gotta go see a hrink to get some of my issues solved :S...nah too expenseive, the cat would make more sense to me..and probably listen more too
saving up for christmas now, not long! and with so little finance :S sigh here we go again!